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| wise |
| 08.06.05 (8:15 am) [edit] |
in the words of the wise and learned. "#($* this bull#($ and F#*$( this all to hell"
i agree. somedays you just want to dissapear, somedays you want to do something with your life, somedays are just some days and one day it will all either make sense, or not.
bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored typing that word for word has a sense of the fingers dancing over the keyboard, bored, bored, bored,bored, bored nice.
nothing makes sense. i wish it did. *yawn* waiting for the anvil to drop and then i can just lay me down to sleep. eternal sleep. if only the anvil will drop, where is the anvil? i wish the anvil will drop. i hope it drops soon. i hope the anvil drops.
disjointed, not joining space inbetween s p a c e inbetween. longing for something thats wrong, yet wrong is something i long for. emptiness where there is overflowing. overflowing with emptiness. a shallow bottomless pit. one to hit and hit to one. sanity is sane, yet if you are IN SANITY your insane which means you are not sane, then why call it insane. outsane should be insane. insane should be sane. cut the heart and turn it into stone, smash the stone and make it break, crush the remains and powder them, blow them away and wait for the anvil to drop. dont breathe, suffocate, live alone, die with company and suffer in noise and celebrate in silence.
painkillers kill pain. killer pain take pain killers. strobe of blame it shines and shimmies and it always falls on me, im to blame blame i am to.full of blame empty of promise. sodden, trodden, , if there is an anvil i wish it would drop now. the fearless fear and the sinless sin but the strobe of blame shines upon me. its good its great its all right. pain is good pain is great pain is nothing to what courses through my veins, i am to blame the stroble of blame shines on me, im to blame where is the anvil?
and thus it will come to one day, stripped of all but pain, and while searing in pain realisation comes that this is not the end but the begining, of something great? yes, its all great good and nice and the light you see, yes the light is the strobe of blame, for i will always be to blame, i am the light of blame, i am the torch bearer of blame, the flame of blame and i bathe in it. i am blamed, cursed and wretched, why do i have to live? why do i deserve it? why cant i be the one to go? why do they get respite? am i still to be blamed, forever? ever ever? when will it end, i wish it would, is the anvil ready to fall? i wish the anvil would fall.
the anvil falls.
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posted by: VodkaB (reply)
post date: 08.06.05 (11:36 am)
Very SOC.
posted by: mahabarath (reply)
post date: 08.06.05 (7:22 pm)
Reply to: VodkaB
noo i dont think it was a very standard obstacle course. quite substandard if you ask me
posted by: VodkaB (reply)
post date: 08.06.05 (9:34 pm)
Reply to: mahabarath
Stream Of Consciousness.
posted by: LeananSidhe (reply)
post date: 08.07.05 (5:44 am)
LeananSidhe sits beside Maha in silence.
posted by: mahabarath (reply)
post date: 08.07.05 (5:58 am)
Reply to: LeananSidhe
yess, its awe inspiring innit? *sigh* greatness
posted by: mahabarath (reply)
post date: 08.07.05 (6:00 am)
Reply to: VodkaB
then it should be refered to as a stream of consiousness innit. not abrv to soc, it could stand for shirt over couch, shat on cat, step over corn, shirt of cotton.
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