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| killed |
| 02.14.05 (3:32 pm) [edit] |
yup decided to end it.
to those that actually highlighted the text to see *hi*
please have a good life everyone.
dying dying dying dead.
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| just |
| 02.10.05 (12:20 am) [edit] |
hooked to a thousand years by sting. very very drawing. i wish i was back in my old house, this song would have sounded better, actually no i wish i was back in perth during a winter's night. that would be the best. i miss it. the cold, the good music, and most importantly the stress free life. my only worries was making sure there was enough ice cream in the freezer and chocolate in the fridge. nothing ever seemed so serious. good times.
i am also getting tired of thinking of the good times. its like a quiet whine, you know the kind where you reflect on how good the times were then, and how shitty they are now? its like that. i want to stop that. i will have to condition my mind again. *sigh* im really tired of whining.
had a bad nightmare, haven't had one of those in years, the kind where you wake up to your own voice screaming of sorts. it was bad. couldn't sleep after that. been a long time since my mind's been taxed like that.
but enough of dramatic elements, whats been going on? well im still alive, still in love with the girl/woman that i fell in love with. *grin* its not gonna change, no matter how much of a arse i have been, or how much i sorta hurt you without intending to. im sorry. but yea, i still love you.
so blogging yea, not doing it as regularly as i used to. but when i feel i have things to say, i will just type them down. i know there are those that actually visit to see if i have written. *hugs* to all those people. i dont know why you do it. but im glad you do, and i hope you are all not too dissapointed. im still around, just not as regularly.
decesions? yea, quite a few, i want to leave my job soon, its starting to bore me. i am not a paper and pencil pusher. i really hate it. i am a worker. i think i would have been happier being a coolie at the docks or something more physical. i cannot take invoices, and pretend to be nice on the phone. spelling is going from bad to worse. decisions thats the right spelling. so, yes, i am thinking of moving on jobwise. i will do this till i get another opening, and for the life of me i have to make the effort of finding another opening. i will be more active in that aspect.
ALMOST forgot. thank you vods for sending me the sting song. its great. sorry. its bloody wonderful. my good and somewhat crazy friend rinns, posted something about music. it makes a difference to me, if i was listening to a emotive song, id be all emotional and probably talk sappy crap. andif i was listening to my fight song selection, id be ready to rock and roll. its a part of me. i guess. its a part of alot of things. im not a complete nut about music, no,but i appreciate it. alot of people have influenced me in music. just my own friends. i might as well thank them here. Jevin(my old housemate) for introducing me to the world of Rock, old school and new, Melvin for letting me listen to his Metallica cassette (YEA IM THAT OLD) also to my sis, for getting me hooked on the radio, where i spotted hits like creep by radiohead, freshman by the verve pipe(winks suspiciously at vods)((only cos its on her blog)) a really gorgeous song by Uncle Sam, and alot of other songs, Adrian, for introducing me to Saliva (THE BAND NOT the thing from inside ur mouth) tamil movies for the good old movie tunes, older hindi movies for haunting tunes that i keep whistling and humming not knowing the words to. another friend of mine for his Cafe Del Mar cd, where i discovered Nitin Sawhney, and now own almost all his tunes. my first step into what i would call mood music, so many more, barry white, tavares, marvin gaye, the mommas and pappas, so many.
music that i can NEVER get into? country, i can never get into it. no offence to it. i just cant. its odd in my ears. i am not panning it , hell no. its just not me. and bjork, i dont even want to go there, WARNING: do NOT play bjork cd on loop and keep a knife within arm's reach of me.
now im just chillin(sweating) to a old favourite of mine. i first heard him on Channel V his first song i heard was Afreen, the musical genius of Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan. NFAK has a voice that reaches inside my soul and wrenches it and dunks in sub zero temps and wakes me up. the man collaborated with eddie vedder, for the dead man walking soundtrack. listen to it and tell me you dont feel a thing.
what else has been going on in my life? nothing much really, i think i have finally caught up on my lost sleep. I THINK, its either that or that nightmare jarred me straight. i think its time for a fav smily of mine that i have not used for some time, a very long time :idea: the asshole smily.
watched constantine, pretty good. its still friggin warm. i hate this weather. that too after having a white chocolate rasberry frappucino. DAMN, i shall go get some ice cold chocolate sludge.
i dont know what i am writing about really, i know there were some issues that i wanted to get out of mychest like the whole nightmare thing. and my job thing. so anyone know of a job, im willing and qualified. *grin* IF NOTHING im a bloody fantastic massuse. wrong spelling again masseuse i think.
i am horrible at punctuation incase you people haven't caught on to it. here is my gripe on coffee, i like it. i mean im not adverse to a good cup, but it doesn't keep me awake, i think the dosage of caffeine to my body is too little, no im not looking to get a higher dosage, im just quite feddup that i can drink a whole pot of coffee and still sleep like a baby on a rum high
well i think i have babbled on long enough innit? well anyways, Happy Lunar New Year to all those that celebrate it. its all good.
alright then, *hugs* to all keep on loving and keep on living
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| Sleaze |
| 02.03.05 (3:37 pm) [edit] |
With much hooha surrounding the sleaze amount on television. this is my simple, and modest take onit.
If you dont like what you see, turn it off. ( this message is for the normal ave healthy human)
If you think this is not good for your child, turn it off ( this message is for the normal ave adult parent)
If you think this is sickening and disgusting, watch the nature channel ( this is for the fucking whiners that want something to complain about)
so basically its quite simple, lets see if everyone can repeat the simple slogan " IF YOU DO NOT LIKE WHAT YOU ARE WATCHING SWITCH IT OFF"
UNLESS: you have that particular television set that has a gun pointing at you and is forcing you to watch, than im sorry, or maybe your television has an inbuilt mind control machine that has trapped you into watching bad programs.
REMEDY: go out and play, or read a book( here a challenge) or do something constructive like educate the children, or maybe *GASP* cook and clean? dear lord lets not push that.
FINALLY: dont whine, please dont come up with statistics about how much nudity and vulgarity content a particular channel has or something. ESP if you dont want to count how many times the nature channel has shown an animal's schlong. or an animal taking a crap.
so for the last and final time let's repeat the mantra we learn " IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, SWITCH IT OFF" there, repeat that, you'll feel much better.
Dumb#($&er#$&ers
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