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| HNY05 |
| 12.29.04 (2:41 pm) [edit] |
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Happy New Year all. i know im early. but im bogged with alot of work. and i wont be online for a coupla days. so to those who love me. i love you all. catch you in 05. love all around
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| Dedicate |
| 12.26.04 (4:19 pm) [edit] |
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Its after Christmas. and thus also the last week of the year 04, so its fitting that i finally get my act together and blog. Its been a good 6 months since i started. Through that time, i have made many friends. I have surpassed the 365 post mark. *grin* so i have unofficially completed my mission statement of sorts. so now its either i stick to blogging here till jul 05, but from the looks of how i have been performing so far, its getting harder and harder for me to write. its either that or just pure laziness. well anyways. i just want to thank one person who got me started on all this. and introduced tblog to moi. thank you [url=http://vodkab.tblog.com/]vodsy[/url] . If not for you, i wouldn't be here, being the charming debonaire, suave person i am today *grin* *hugs* ur the best. do here's to you. have a fantastic new year. Oh, and "american slang" that chaat masala sure is yummy. *grin*
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| yes |
| 12.22.04 (10:54 pm) [edit] |
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i truly do hate this place. been trying to blog, but always gets jammed. with a pissass excuse of a disclaimer saying we have a small problem. what you have is a SHIT server that what.i should go x'mas shopping. hmmm should i?*yawn*
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| Coming Up |
| 12.21.04 (4:51 pm) [edit] |
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Coming up on mahaworld. a dedication to the person who got me started on this blogging lark. and a few of my favs that i have met, but all these and more when i get some quality writing time. i have decided that i am entirely unmotivated to use the comp at home. i dont know why. i think its cos of the floor that i have to sit on. damn it. but nevertheless before the x'mas season . my naughty and nice list will be out.
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| more |
| 12.21.04 (1:57 am) [edit] |
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*grin* someone's complaining about me not writing enough. i will soon enough
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| obscene |
| 12.20.04 (2:56 pm) [edit] |
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well well well, tis the season to be jolly falalalalalalala la. im sleepy. but on a different note, i have OBSCENE amounts of work to do. i mean its ridiculous. i thought i could slack off. but tnoooooooo a hella lot of work to do. oh well. i was going to write something cheer ful. but im sleepy and crabby so i shall stop for a while. take care folks
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| The Fear Within |
| 12.19.04 (3:13 pm) [edit] |
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Who is my biggest enemy? it is me. who is my best friend? i have none. who will stand by me when the world comes crashing down? my mind. and who will tell me i had enough? my heart. who has control over me no one. and why? cos i am the fear within. if i wanted i can stop everything and start everything. there is NO such thing as no choice. there are alterations that must be made, in reality there is no reality. there are options for comfort and discomfort. what do i fear most? its the fear within. i fear myself. for in the end i only listen to myself. if i say to forget it all. it will happen. if i say to remember it all it will happen to. ying and yang. the most basic concept. to know good one must know evil. to know pleasure one must feel pain. but there is no opposite for fear. there maybe ignorance, or obliviousness, or plain stupidity. but there is ALWAYS fear. and if you think you have conqured fear. then you must be somthing special. or something really not worth it. what am i writing about? i dont know, i dont really care. im in the mood for decesions. harsh ones. painful ones. ones that i will live to regret. but the good part of my mind is winning this war. so for today or at least for the next five minutes. there will be no change. but never rest in peace for the fear within will rear its deadly head again. That time. who knows. my fear within with will consume me
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| song |
| 12.17.04 (3:34 am) [edit] |
HA the answer to that was MY WEIGHT!!!!!! *laugh* im im going to list my top songs that make me feel _____ its an emotion thats unexplainable. but this is the list. in no order.
Scar Tissue-RHCP
Last Kiss-Pearl Jam
Brick-Ben Folds Five
The Freshman-Verve pipe villains
Under the bridge-RHCP
Creep-Radiohead
No Leaf Clover-Metallica
On The Outside- Staind
Top of the head. these are the ones. always make me feel _______, how are the holidays ppl?
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| massive attack |
| 12.16.04 (2:22 pm) [edit] |
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of chocolates. but here's a riddle for you all. what goes up and doesn't come down?
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| You MUST enter a subject to post! |
| 12.15.04 (7:31 pm) [edit] |
ok fustrating tBLOG. been trying to post for yonks. i am feeling much better.
im passionate. therefore when i feel it i write it. i am quick to temper and quicker still to forget about it. so to the person this is directed to. i love you and ur a silly ickle git. but i still love you heaps.
and for those who are confused and feeling left out, please dont. its thursday. you know what that means? THATS RIGHT. Touch someone's Thigh Thursday!!! thats right. reach out and touch someone's thigh. tell them and show them you care. its important you do so. have fun folks.
MK: sorry i havent got around to your site. i miss you,
Other ppl whose sites iv not stepped into lately my apologies and i will do so soon. unless you are all migrating to other blogs or something. if you are go to blogspot im not plugging for them but its just almost everyone migrates there, its easier to navigate from there. *laugh* keepin the community together. take care folks and REMEMBER TSTT Touch Someone's Thigh Thursday. have fun.
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| today |
| 12.14.04 (3:53 pm) [edit] |
Today i feel
Lost: i dont know why, i feel whatever path i have taken is wrong. whatever path that was clear, is now cloudy
Disillusioned: the problem with being simple minded is that you get hurt very fast. cure? be cynical. thats your safety net.
Hurt: i want to feel pain. i want to take the day off work and feel pain physically and emotionally. and i want to purge these feelings out. and then start all over again. and this time whats the difference? il just have to tattoo cynism onto my skin.
Alone: my constant feeling. im alone. i just wish i was as happy being alone as i used to be.
Forlorn: its a nice word. thought id just use it. and yes i know whats the meaning to it too.
Whats gonna happen? Current feeling scenario: the longer i feel like this, im going to alienate myself from everyone. il just go through work, cos well i need the money. so il just work and get on with life living day to day. and feeling sorry for myself, and just being more alone.
Brighter scenario: i get over this state and move on with life. experince new things, meet new people, face new fears conquer new heights.
Dont: Dont tell me to cheer up. i didn't write this for you to tell me to fuckin cheer up. i KNOW that. im not STUPID.*laugh* its the natural response to any civil kindhearted human. when they see a person sad they always say "cheer up" im guilty of it too. but now i truly understand why that might piss someone off. picture this you are in a funeral and you go to the grieving person and say "cheer up"
Do: well actually do what you want and say what you will. thats what life is all about.
and now?: im really really sleepy. spent a sleepless night. mind not at rest. tired.
Blame: no one. this is the fault of my own mind. and i think i have stressed it too much. now its just bleeding off its excess. no one is at fault.
Need: temperatures under 18 degs, a nice blankie, and a good sleep. nothing more
Reality: a whole load of paperwork to clear, a long day ahead. and irritance.
Finally: i wish *sigh* i just wish...
I really: miss my mom, miss the days when i was younger and sleeping in her arms was the only thing i ever needed. i love you mom.
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| yuppy |
| 12.13.04 (2:41 pm) [edit] |
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iced chocolate frap, and chocolate muffin. thats right. thats what i had am having right now as i type from office. being all yuppified in the morning.office is relocating. that means WORK WORK WORK. so much work to do and very very soon too. so if i dont come in as often as i am supposed to then you know why. take care people of sex, and live healthy
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| yup |
| 12.12.04 (3:20 pm) [edit] |
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its true, back into office on monday, and my intray is taller than i am. well done. guess whats in store for me then. thats righttttttttttt. more paperwork. *sigh* getting friggin bored of it. EXTREMELY bored of it. irritating. till more exciting days to come. have a spanking fun day
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| you think |
| 12.12.04 (2:59 am) [edit] |
bitch you think you better than me? you think you dress better than me? you think you speak better than me? well fuck you bitch. you aint shit. you got no shit and if i shat on you. that shit wouldn't want to be with you. why? cos your below shit
*grin* i just made that whole thing up. i thought it was good. dramatic rude and to the point. so im giving it to all of you to use. no worries. go aghead. its santa time soon. so those who have been good. y'all know whata expect.
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| nokia nautica |
| 12.11.04 (6:31 pm) [edit] |
it has nothing to do with what i want to say. but who cares. *laugh*
i miss my friends here. i have been very quiet, been hella busy. and thats my excuse. so yea. how is everyone doing? those who were supposed to get nakkid. im still waiting. *grin* and those who arent. why am i waiting?? *hugs* will try visit everyone and give some love
srk
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| forget |
| 12.08.04 (2:17 am) [edit] |
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i keep forgetting that i have a blog, and that i should try to write on it more often *laugh* iv been on course for nearly 20 days. that is ALOT!! plus work. so its draining me. anyhoos. how are all of you? everything going well? *hugs* to all my fav ppl. and love you all. i promise to write a nice long one soon enough. but for now. i need to get going. be back later.
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| friend |
| 12.05.04 (1:19 am) [edit] |
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im feeling friendly, what does that mean? i dont really know. but just saying hi to all my fav friends out here. hope you are all having heaps of fun and doing naughty things to all people. *hugs* have fun all
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| My Hero |
| 12.01.04 (3:39 pm) [edit] |
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Juggernaut. the day i was introduced to the x-men i have loved this guy. just like me. all kindhearted and psychopatic at the same time. he could rescue a poor lil rabbit and the next second seperate the skeleton from the lil fluff. one day im gonna grow up and be just like him
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| its true |
| 12.01.04 (2:57 pm) [edit] |
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this place is sucking balls, i wanted to write about something and the whole system spazes. ah well. anyways, i was thinking, if i leave this blogging thing, im not gonna come back to it. il come visit the friends, but i wont bother writing. its too much effort not to want to smash the computer. but its not the comp's fault. so yea. welll lots of work to be done today. so best get to it.
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| blah |
| 12.01.04 (4:28 am) [edit] |
i have neglected this place. my once pride and joy, my once source of life, my once, who am i kidding? most of my friends have gone. some are here. but thats not the point.
im in and off. one day i will leave. have no doubts on that. but till then, im still here. i just pressed ctrl z and lost a whole lot of shit. anyways, i said i hurt my head on a steel pipe and im not feeling fresh. *laugh* it hurts and i want to lie down. im feeling slightly off. for those i have not talked to for sometime, im sorry. for those who have not talked to me? *grin* stay that way long enough. and you will never have to.
gonna get some shuteye.
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:: how jedi are you? ::
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