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| 07.31.04 (11:15 pm) [edit] |
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its a lazy sunday, feeling so lethargic and drained, wedding was ok. met relatives iv not seen for years. and now probably not for another coupla years, its good to be out of the radar for a while. iv got a stuffy nose, and a slight dull ache in my head, it happens with concumption of alchol which i dislike anyway. yes well, time for me to get my ironing started. and well just sit around and slack for a bit, im just dazed right now.
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| ohhh yea! |
| 07.31.04 (3:10 am) [edit] |
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1234 views, now i can still have my celebrations, woohooooo. im so amazingly cheap when it comes to thrills, thus the coined phrase, cheap thrill. heh. well now sitting here waiting for my aunt to come pick me up. i am an extremely punctual person. maybe im punctual to a fault, im always an hr at least ahead of the stipulated time. this has always been my way. iv never been late for anything important in my life. and if i was. tsk, i cant even remember the last time i was late. i hate late comers. esp the habitual ones. they think since ppl know they are going to be late, they might as well be later. TSK. very bad behaviour. so to all the punctual people out there. you guys are the hope of the world. and for all the latcomers *reaches for stapler* ohh yea, you know where, and how!
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| 1222 |
| 07.31.04 (12:12 am) [edit] |
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one too too too, thats what it says, boss didn't kill me, i didn't have to staple anyone. my stapler is back on my table, and the world is oddly at peace with me, i have a wedding to attend later in the evening, cousin got married, another one bites the dust. i think i wanna nap. im just zoning and tired. for the people who stop by to read, i have this to say to you. when stapling paper, remember just staple the paper, and not your shirt with it too. there. it shoulda been the TOTD but im too lazy. so in the immortal words of cartman from southpark " screw you guys, im gonna nap"
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| finally i remembered |
| 07.30.04 (5:52 am) [edit] |
for those who get easily offended, dont read this, but i finally figured out what the Dre was saying, took me sometime, but i had to listen carefully, and this is what he said
don't give a fuck 'cause I'm just drinkin, smokin, straight west-coastin
Bitches puttin ass in motion, pussy poppin, sex promotin
Got a car? [Raise it up]
Got a blunt? [Blaze it up]
That's your bitch? [On these nuts]
Really I don't...[Give a fuck]
All I really know your hoe wants to be with me and she ain't playin
And what I'm sayin (she creams with me)
And screams between the sheets
there, thats just poetry in motion
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| do not |
| 07.30.04 (5:38 am) [edit] |
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put chilli in the eye, it hurts, like a bitch, how does a bitch hurt? try putting chilli on your eye, then you will know. ok crisis averted. washed it off, but it still stings, water, i need more water. so thats all the excitement for today, and as lil jon says, bend over to the front, touch your toes
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| crapped |
| 07.30.04 (3:37 am) [edit] |
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fucked up at work today, and im not feeling good at all. *sigh* shit. i need to get this management shit under control. hate fucking paperwork.
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| strange |
| 07.29.04 (4:48 pm) [edit] |
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im oddly distracted, and i have quite a bit of time on my hands. weird, something is about to happen, i can feel it. im sure im gonna be drowning in work soon. calm before the storm. thats it, im getting my stapler and gonna prepare for war.*yawn* so unmotivated to staple anything. TSK i cant staple anything cos someone stole my stapler innit. pray i dont find you. cos if i do, you are going to get acquainted with that stapler in so many ways, you will run out of parts to be stapled to.
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| work |
| 07.29.04 (3:44 pm) [edit] |
And today's adult version of jack and the beanstalk. so there is this boy called jack that sold his cow for "magic beans" and he threw them on the earth and up grew a "great beanstalk" and he "climbed" it all the way up there and say a bigarsed giant. and so he plays cat and mouse with the giant dude, and what does the big giant have to say about this? " fee fye fo fum, please oh please jack touch my bum" so there you go kids, dont take "magic beans" and plant them outside your house, and if you have done that already, do NOT "climb" or probably in jack's case "smoke" the beanstalk, and most important of all when you are "up there" or in other words " high" do NOT DO NOT be touching other people's gigantic bums. no matter how nicely they rhyme it.
some :idea: stole my stapler. when i find him/her, im going to staple his/her eyelids to thier gums. there is a song that would explain this situation but i cant think of it right now, so i shall concentrate on something else and when i think of it, il post again. TGIF ( Touch Goats If Frightened)
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| Damn |
| 07.29.04 (2:14 pm) [edit] |
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I missed it, i missed the great inauguration. i missed my 1111. its above that. im not complaining, but this denys me my cake and candle and celebratory functions.oh well. there will be others i hope. gonna head of to work in a bit. and yea im still sleepy. i think i might have put a finger on the problem. the body is adverse to waking up when the sun is not up. it gives you a psychological kick that says, no go back to sleep its still dark. the body feels much better when it awakes when the sun has risen. well anyways thats my excuse, JEZZZZ i cant type with my eyes closing every few seconds. i better get going, maybe if i walk i might get it off my system. tke care. or as a great philosopher and bleeding heart gentleman says on televivion. to quote the great Jerry Springer " Take care of yourselves and eachother" jerry jerry jerry jerry jerrry
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| Shite |
| 07.29.04 (3:08 am) [edit] |
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I slammed the door on my finger, the drawer i mean, it hurts like a @(#*$&#*. ouch. damn. this is "live" by the way. iv always wanted to do a "live" blog, ok the pain is bad il just go. signing off
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| at the ooofice |
| 07.29.04 (2:53 am) [edit] |
Still at the office, finishing up some work. *sigh* i should get home now. im tired and hungry. oh well time to pack up and go. so this is just a fast blog. take care folks be good
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| is it just me? or is THIS SHIT? |
| 07.28.04 (4:12 pm) [edit] |
is it just me or is this the original green that i chose? TSK im an arse sometimes. :shock: this emoticon says shock, i like to think of it as "the face that has got its balls in a vice grip" now THATS shock. How many of you people actually noticed that THIS is actually SHIT???
So, when people actually go, THIS is the SHIT, you can now say, yes it is! and also "what kind of SHIT is THIS?" you can say its the same SHIT, THIS!!, am i opening up avenues of conversational brilliance or what?? *sigh* i took the emode questionaire about IQ, and they declared me a Verbal Warrior or something. i guess this is what it feels to be like to teach people about THIS SHIT!! see how fun this is becoming???
im so sexcited my toes are tingling. Now the question is would my boss appreciate me telling him about this new development? could i change all my reports to suit THIS SHIT? ahh im gonna have a odd day today. i can tell. To the rest of you who are enlightened. have fun with words. and for those who already knew about this WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME ABOUT IT??!!!
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| dont really like this green |
| 07.28.04 (3:47 pm) [edit] |
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I dont really like the green on my page, i should change it to a different color. This morning work up feeling tired. i have no idea why, i thought i slept earlier to avoid feeling this way. but still ended up feeling tired. *yawn* so its gonna be 8am, and there is work to be done. As axel rose put it, "Welcome to the jungle".
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| decided to |
| 07.28.04 (6:04 am) [edit] |
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i think i have decided. i want to change lil aspects of my blog page per 1000 views *grin* thats just sad sometimes. *laugh* nah, im just playing about, il change it after every 500. i think i shall just head off to bed then, might as well get some nice sleep. goodnight folks, its SO ODD when i KNOW il be up and posting in another friggin 6 hrs. *yawn* people please sleep for me. sleeping your life away is NOT a bad way to go. its the best
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| I Won |
| 07.28.04 (5:26 am) [edit] |
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Oh hell yea, 1000 views AND a winning a contest. the egg came first. woohoooooooo. damn right. *laugh* i had fun. there im all happy. i wanna get 1111 views, simply cos i like the number, at that point of time, i will post a blog so stunning, it will blow my neighbours socks off.
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| sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet |
| 07.28.04 (5:04 am) [edit] |
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oh yea! sweet innit? 1000 views *laugh* time to buy my cake and candle and celebrate. to those who are reading *grin* i dont know what is drawing you here, but its good to have you around. got back from work, cooking some food, and doing laundry. song for the moment is goodies by ciara ft petey pablo. for those who havent watched drumline, go watch it, its an old movie, but when you watch it, blast the stereo cos its worth it. best thing to have happened today? someone left their house keys behind and took the toilet key home. *laugh* that was worth the stubbing in my toe when i laughed so hard i banged against the desk. rock on, 1000 woohooo
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| A post |
| 07.27.04 (4:43 pm) [edit] |
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I was reading cyberpal's post on friends, and i think that was a lil thought provoking. Especially with all these problems going around in the world. Quite abit of hatred around the world.So i say, if you have to shag, shag someone different today. share the love. *grin* im kidding, just be cool and have lots of friends, but if you want to shag someone different i say go fer it. *laugh* im just the wrong person to go into politics. first morning that i feel a bit better coming to work. well that would probably because i stayed till bloody late to try and half my paperwork. aight time to go show the rest of the world my immense love for it
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| im tired |
| 07.27.04 (5:59 am) [edit] |
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im a tired tired person now. so il blog later, damn im tired
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| Toosday |
| 07.26.04 (3:41 pm) [edit] |
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So its a toosday, and since its a toosday its not a monday anymore. that would mean that i should be less pissed off at the world. *grin* it might work. but lets see how my day starts out first. First up, the milk stain has been cleaned. good on the bus ppl. Secondly, i want to find the bastard who littered in the elevator. Sometimes people are just bloody inconsiderate. *sigh* well thats that for this morning's bitch session. Have a good one ppl.
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| 07.26.04 (1:52 pm) [edit] |
oooooooh nearing the 1 k views since i started. its pretty cool. im so tired now, there is sleep in my eyes, infact im just going to say hi in this blog and then doze off for 10 mins, cos thisi is very bad. good morning folks please have a good day.
srk
PS have you people checked out joecartoon? YOU MUST!
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| here we go |
| 07.26.04 (5:55 am) [edit] |
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another stunning week of more paper work. im thrilled really i am
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| Oh yea |
| 07.25.04 (3:58 pm) [edit] |
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Brasil won 4-1 in the Copa America against Argentina, though it was on penalties. so its all good. And for racing fans, Michael Schumacher won the German Grand Prix. and Lance Armstrong won the Tour De France. and thats all the sports action today.
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| hatred |
| 07.25.04 (3:47 pm) [edit] |
my endless hatred for paperwork is not lessening at all. its starting to gnaw at my very nerves. routine mundane paperwork. its killing me. why cantsomeone else to the paperwork, and leave me with the job im supposed to do. i hate to whine, well so the vicious cycle continues. more work and less time. sometimes the question is, is it worth it?
srk
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| sunday morning |
| 07.24.04 (10:21 pm) [edit] |
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well actually its sunday afternoon, and im fresh from a haircut, and shave. its all good. i did my laundry, ironed my shirts, about to go out for lunch. its pretty good living alone. a bit more responsible, SURE the house is a lil messy, but hey no mom to yell at me *grin* i miss her though. well thats that. have fun folks
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| get to it |
| 07.24.04 (7:14 am) [edit] |
I havent realy got to putting up links to my fav spots around this world. so il just add one that is my most fav, whereever you might want to go, visit joecartoon
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| Battered and Bruised |
| 07.24.04 (4:17 am) [edit] |
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i came home, did the laundry, talked and crashed 2 hrs of non stop sleep. now i feel good, but bored and alone. *sigh* work on monday again. here we go the routine life. cant be bothered to go out. *yawn* im just gonna bum around. have fun folk
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| so so soooo sleepy |
| 07.23.04 (2:19 pm) [edit] |
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Saturday morning before sunrise. i am sooo sleepy. god i cant keep my eyes open. i just want to curl up in bed and sleep BUT i have got to work. *sighhhhhhhhh* soo soo hard. i really want sleep right now. for those of you are sleeping. WAKE UP!!! please?? keep my awake. YOU SLOBS *grin* im glad im not driving. id friggin fall asleep on the wheel if i was. well i guess i should just make my way to work then. maybe i shall buy a can of coke and hope that wakes me up. *sigh* why today though, iv been alright the whole week. well il write more from work. good morning.
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| you need to know that i have a malfunction in my penis. |
| 07.23.04 (4:51 am) [edit] |
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Yes. thats right. and if you sayit nicely, it sounds very professional. I hate paperwork. i hate it with a passion reserved for hating people who cant pee straight. but thats a different story. back from work. tiredarsed. well till the next better sounding blog, im out
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| 300 |
| 07.22.04 (4:48 pm) [edit] |
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300 more and i reach a thousand views ,am gonna buy a cake with a candle and enjoy that momet, but for now, two things, to the person who spilled milk in the bus, IT STINKS you lousy bastard. and for the person who sat on the seat with the spilled milk IT STINKS YOU STUPID BASTARD!!!. its milk, white on a blue seat, how can you miss that? is he gonna have a bad day or what! terrible. anyways be good folks, gotta get some work done.
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| 666 |
| 07.21.04 (4:16 pm) [edit] |
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on a day like this, i cant help but appreciate 666 view, hell yes, and thats the true term, hell yes
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| Reflection |
| 07.21.04 (4:11 pm) [edit] |
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So, after all that has happened, i am thinking what does it all mean? what are all these feelings that bind us mortals? love, fear, hate, anger, depression. i dont think there is an answer for this. Sure we have our own interpretations, but the real answer no one knows. But here is my take, you have to feel each and every one of them to truly live, else whats the point, youd never know what its like to be poor without being rich, and likewise for all other feelings. well anyways, shall not wallow in these negative feelings, il be the clown i am, clowns are scary, you blame them? they have a happy face and do funny stuff to entertain the crowds, and inside, they are broken. so the clown lives again *grin* welcome back to reality mhb
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| Another one bites the dust |
| 07.21.04 (2:26 pm) [edit] |
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So, whats it like? whats it like to have your heart wrenched out, squeezed to emptiness and then place back inside your system, just so you live, you live to feel the emptiness where once there was joy. *sad smile* there is no other feeling.i guess the closest you can feel to that is when you lose a loved one, BUT even then, its death, and you know there is no coming back from it, unless its a hollywood flick, but hey, to all those out there who have a heartbreak, *hugz* let me say that it feels shitty. but dont go start boozing or smoking, cos thats just silly. stay focused and go do something else. its not easy. but whoever said life was easy? anways its early bloody morning. il write more later from the office so for now, lock up ur heart at home and just leave home without it *grin*
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| Offical |
| 07.20.04 (4:01 pm) [edit] |
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There im in office now, its 0800hrs. Heavy rains and traffic dont mix. but hey im still early. so what's new since i got here? nothing much unless you count the teenaged couple making out on the bus while heading to school. they HAD to sit infront of me. TSK get a room people. then again you are UNDERAGED!!!! ahh well the tragic lifestyle of the not rich and not famous. expecting a busy day so il see what happens. ahh shite, i need to shave. i forgot to shave in the morning. damnit. oh well, i just have to hide the stubble pffft, like its even possible. Good morning to those it applies to and Have a nice day/night folks.
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| Good morning |
| 07.20.04 (2:12 pm) [edit] |
DAMN, i was busy at work yesterday. let me rephrase that again, i was DAMN busy at work yesterday. both work.(pun intended) so anyways i hate paper work, but sometimes it has to be done, still it wont stop me from hating it. i hate it with a vengence. tis friggin early in the morning now, and im awake to write cos i couldn't do it last night, was tired ey.
Its gonna get busier still for a coupla more weeks. i guess i should be happy that work is busy and there is work to do, seeing as how people get laid off and shite. well i just hope il get to slack off on the weekends, MAN they hold special meaning again. work on saturday as usual, but hell at least it allows me to get off before the bloody sun sets *i hope* its bloody heavy rain today. i HATE it. not because it makes me lazy, but because now i have to try and avoid getting wet while dressed formally *sigh*. i hate dressing up. its a pain. when i was in uni formal meant anything that involved jeans or pants. now its a whole new meaning. and as fr the deep meaning question. what am i doing here? what am i meant to do?
well i know for sure not wake up bloody 5 in the morning and wait till its a decent hour to go to work. *grin*yea sure i whine, bitch and moan. but hey who doesnt. and in the end, if i can still wake up and get the job done, im in the cool books. and now off to get dressed for work. *yawn* see y'all around. if your lucky enough i might be able to post from work, ooooooooooooh imagine what that will be like!!*bigger yawn* out
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| im happy |
| 07.19.04 (4:57 am) [edit] |
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Thats that im very happy.
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| A coupla hours |
| 07.18.04 (9:01 pm) [edit] |
Good afternoon folks, work is good, work is great and thank god i slacked off for 3 months cos now i can appreciate having something to do. Its gonna get hella busy, but i guess thats still better than having nothing to do. Im a lil sad that you are going off, but im not depressed, i want you to come back real soon though, cos im gonna miss you hella lots. and please write whenever you are free and check your mail. il promise to write everyday. Please please take care of yourself
And now to the others, its been a odd day so far, il probably write again to recap my day, till then be good folks
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| *grin* you are too busy |
| 07.18.04 (5:37 am) [edit] |
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YOU know who you are, busy busy busy. keep calling you and you keep getting busier *grin* its alright, just wanted to say hello is all, work tomorrow. Here we go. its 2131hrs ona sunday night. Nothing much to add for tonight just have a good week ahead people and tke care of urselves.
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| Arj & Poopy |
| 07.18.04 (2:51 am) [edit] |
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If you guys got the time, go check out atom films and the animation of Arj&Poopy. its friggin hilarious. www.atomfilms.com
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| Your blog has been viewed 27627 times. |
| 07.17.04 (10:31 pm) [edit] |
*laugh* i knew it, i knew i was irrisistable, the whole world has gone mad. *laugh* i rock so much right now, damned thing has gone wonky, aaahahahahaha anyways on a serious note
My deepest condolences for the 80 over children who burned to death in their school in South India. They deserved a better. MUCH better.
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| 511 |
| 07.17.04 (10:18 pm) [edit] |
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Its like Levis jeans, but its not, woohoo 511 views, i should say i rock, but im modest so il just declare im god, we shall partake in the festivities later. its a nice slow sunday, just the kind i like before i get ready for work, *smile* it feels good to say that. for work, its been sometime. song of the week or at least the latter part of the week has been michael buble's sway. its dancing music. and i feel like dancing. my morning song for the week is frontin by pharrel. it just fits i guess. Finished the laundry, the ironing and getting lunch ready. sometimes i amaze myself with my maturity. and then i crack an arse joke and im back down with the rest of humanity. this morning i spoke to the most beautiful person, and it was pretty early in the morning. and that set the mood for the rest of the day. feel all good and lighthearted. and just for kicks im going to put that arsehole smily :idea: there, now im happy. have a fantastic sunday folks
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| sat |
| 07.16.04 (8:06 pm) [edit] |
Its a saturday, and what am i doing? HOUSEWORK!! rock on!! have to do the laundry and iron my shirts, and then do the floors, damn im good. i need to get something to eat too. speaking of rock on, im about to hit 500 views woohooo. sure *grin* i have viewd my own page about 499times for the other one, thank you whoever out there. *laugh* anyways back to hanging the laundry and hourswork, il catch up with you folks later, remember same time same channel
srk
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| All Done |
| 07.16.04 (4:32 am) [edit] |
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Hola, deed's done. Sometimes you just have to yell and make a hugearse fuss so that ppl listen to you, its kinda sad but oh well, so long as the results are there. anyways, just got back from a course. it was alright not too bad. *grin* though the kicker of it was that i had to lie about my qualifications i had to actually lie that i was underqualified so that i could be sponsored. thats just so wrong. first they demand that you be more educated and then they come up with crap that better educated ppl should not be sponsored. silly mofos. just never happy the system. anyways feeling pretty good, also feeling pretty hungry, and im thirsting for a pepsi max, a damn shame they dont sell it here anymore. *sigh* that was a good drink by any standard. well folks thats that for this friday, i imss my college days. Actually i dont id still be sitting home on a weekend playing comp games with the vol at "wreck ur neighbours sex life" level. To those that have plans for the weekend have fun, and to those stayin home, have fun. to those getting drunk have fun. and to those drunk and driving home STAY THE FUCK OFF THE ROAD AND TAKE A CAB u BASTARDS.
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| once again |
| 07.15.04 (3:52 am) [edit] |
So, it happens again. *smile* just when you think you cant screw up anything else, they find a whole new way to screw it up. STARHUB you inbred shitheads. im so mad right now im popping several veins. *sigh* why are there so many stupid people in the world? and why do you all have to choose me to be a prick with? do i seem nice and understanding? that you have to prove again and again that you are stupid? is it a hobby to piss me off? is that it? a big inside joke? please i dont want to be a part of it anymore. *sigh* in another 1 hours time, my modem better be up and running. and i better have broadband connection. or else i am going to go down to the office personally and vent my fustrations. god i hope they screw it up again. cos there is nothing like a personal eye to eye fuck you.
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| feel much better |
| 07.14.04 (4:44 am) [edit] |
There i feel much better, sorry if i sounded like a depressed homocidal maniac. sometimes its hard to keep my secret identity a secret *grin* to the person there that forgave me, thank you. To the rest who read, welcome back to my world. death one minute reprieve the next
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| Tired |
| 07.13.04 (10:10 pm) [edit] |
Tired of this shit. Really cant be bothered anymore. Death is overated. Sometimes life should make more sense with a 12 gauge shotgun, inbetween two dry lips just infront of the pearly whites. i figure if one wants to create a hole in the cranium why bother if the teeth are in the way, you might as well just blow em as well, unless ofcourse you are worried what the ppl who find the body would think. Sorry, i think when you have reached a stage where you are craddling a 12 gauge i guess you dont really care what people think. So anyways, let the happy live happy and the pissed off be pissed off.
tired, tired of all this shit. wish i had a 12-gauge.
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| The Time |
| 07.13.04 (1:04 am) [edit] |
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Its 1703hrs, just got off from doing some work, and again i am faced with the task of handling another new keyboard, this one thankfully is not sticky, but the keys are bulky. No, no im not whining.but it sure gets irritating having to deal with substandard quipment. after a certain time you know its time to move on and get a new one. Broadband operators are still pissing me off, they cant get their bloody act together. those stupid morons. Starhub if you read this, you are INCOMPETENT, not only that you have shit for brains in problem solving. Just cos you've got your 1millionth customer doesn't mean you are the shit. infact you are quite SHIT! and thats not a compliment. Call me back you testicular fortitude lacking whiners.
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| whats new |
| 07.12.04 (9:23 pm) [edit] |
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What is new? cept for my phone which has awesome new stuff nothing much else, so its all good. just a lil unhappy over something, but other than that everything else is ok. starting work soon which is always a good thing, tired of slacking. well thats about it for today. im hungry and i think i really should go for lunch.
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| how to |
| 07.12.04 (6:41 am) [edit] |
How do you help someone? just be there. just tell them you are there. Tell them they have you.
Its a moody monday night, very quiet and very thought provoking. so nothing deep to say. not that i have had anything deep to say so far, cept for the pee in the pants bit. take care people and go make someone smile
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| This is for you. |
| 07.11.04 (5:13 pm) [edit] |
Morning folks, this blog is dedicated to YOU, yes you.
Good Morning, i just saw you briefly this morning before you rushed off for work. and even in that few seconds, i can tell that you were troubled by something. although you didn't tell me what it was, i could just feel it. you are taking too much emotional burnden. your EQ (Emotional Quota) is getting strained, i know you think you are super and its all fine and good, and that you can go on. The thing you dont understand is that if you break down its going to take you a hella long time to recover. Problems should never stored. clear them out as soon as possible. i know you are stubborn and probably going to disregard this, i will tell you this much. you can help a person who needs or wants help. but you can not help a person who refuses to admit they need help. and you are scarily bordering on the latter. If you honestly think about it, you might be bordering on the edge of breakdown just like the people who approach you for emotional comfort. I cant sit down and watch that happen. So please, talk to me about it, dont just handle everything yourself. i know you are capable. but for how long? Please take care, and il see you tonight.
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| boredom |
| 07.11.04 (2:59 am) [edit] |
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im bored, i need to be seduced, or i need to seduce. there i was slightly unbored for a while. now im back to being bored, SOMEONE SEDUCE ME!! or let me seduce you. pls? plssssssss? (application open to females only) IM NOT THAT BORED!
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| Good Morning Sunday |
| 07.10.04 (8:42 pm) [edit] |
Morning folks, hope everyone is having a good sunday morning. Sent my folks off yesterday, it was fun there were actually quite a number of people present, which is a first cos its just normally me mom dad and aunt. Anyways they got off without any major incidents and they have reached safely.
Got myself a new phone, i feel all adult. Decided to get a phone that actually looks like a phone for a change. got a coupla features i have to explore and get used to, but hey at least i know how to dial and make a call. im not a tech moron, but seriously sometimes these damn phones are friggin out of the world. there is one from i dont know some company that doest have a dial pad. you can make calls from voice recognition. which is all good till you are in a crowd and someone yells a name that is familiar and you are suddenly chatting to susan from the land of the bumfuck on a overseas call and getting charged 2 dollars an hour.
still trying to get the damned broadband fixed, the bastard company is hassling me for some small shittyarsed problem. idiots. speaking of bastard companies. watched Supersize Me. its pretty good. It gets boring at bits with extended talking heads and statistics, but the overall feel for the movie was good.
Thunderstorm going on now. Thats about the only good thing about this country. they heavy rains and thunderstorms. adds a nice ambience to a sunday. Thats that from me on this sunday. have fun folks
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| Speaking of which |
| 07.08.04 (6:54 pm) [edit] |
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I HATE this keyboard, its not my keyboard, its old and its sticky and i think its extremely horrid. typing on it is like bloody murder on my fingers, heck its like my fingers been running marathon on solid hard cement. yuck. Good morning to those that apply, and to the rest a good day to you.
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| Beyond life |
| 07.08.04 (6:42 pm) [edit] |
Well yea i shall continue from where i left off. someone's gonna leae me permanently.Its depressing to know such infomation beforehand. *sigh* but i have decided not to get depressed over it. i think its times like this where one has to just keep life going. Whats the point of being depressed and having other people depressed also.To that person, although i know you wont get to read this, i love you heaps. I wish i could have done something for you but what i can do for you i have done and i know you appreciate it.
To the rest i just want to say something. There are many different people out there. There are those lovely souls that just try to help everyone they can like a motherhen (grin yes thats you) but they sometimes take on too much and when they are heckled down with problems they keep quiet and have a strong resolve about them. If you happen to be in this category, lighten your load. no one can do this 24/7. maybe later we will look at the other sort of people. For now let's not piss off the wrong people. and hope the wrong people dont piss you off. *grin* live happy folks.
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| All things sappy |
| 07.08.04 (4:53 am) [edit] |
I havent written for abit. parents are leaving for overseas, so its a lil hectic in the house. It never fails to amaze me how my mom and dad argue everytime when it comes to packig *laugh* its usually a small tiff, but everytime it comes to packing they always bicker. I will miss them. Sure im used to it by now that they leave very often, but there is always a time at night where i miss them. I shant try to be sappy. today though i think its going to be sappy.
im going to lose someone i love soon. *sigh* its not nice knowing about these things il write more later.
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| Late Night with Shivworld |
| 07.06.04 (8:22 am) [edit] |
I am talking to you online, and what you said kinda affected me. how could anyone think of doing that to you? *sigh* well if you cant take it, then just move out, live somewhere else and find peace. I know its hard and it looks damn near impossible now, but im here for you.
its hard being alone, sometimes you can be in a crowded place and still feel alone. its not that a person is antisocial, its just that suddenly all that noise drowns out and you feel very lonely. i get that feeling sometimes too. so for all you lonely souls out there, and if you suddenly happen to read this, Hey i understand how you feel, and dont worry, everytime i feel alone, i will think of you all. and till then, cheer up and drop me a message, you dont have to be alone, i know its a choice, but good think about choices, they always lead to more choices, so to all the lonely hearts out there, you hve my company *laugh* god i sound like a late night radio show
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| Told you so |
| 07.05.04 (12:38 am) [edit] |
There, told you greece would be the champs. regardless whether they beat portugal or not at the finals!! HA! well screw you whiny losers talking about the beauty of football. Who talks about the beauty of the attacking and open game? OLD retired futureless injury laden losers who have no more future on the field. they become coaches or bitter old admin clerks pushing paper instead of the ball. To the other half of the whiny losers(sports journalists) who still call the greece underdogs when a person wins something they are winners, NOT underdogs. There is no such thing anymore. And lastly to the idiot who told me greece is nothing without thier defence, *sigh* you must have been dropped when you were a baby, no not just dropped but kicked around and chucked into the garbage too. To all of you out there who didnt believe in good ol football. let me politely say what the greeks would want to say to you.
F U C K Y O U ! yup, well there im done. *grin* feels good doesnt it? taking that ego and splashing acid on it and watching it wither and then picking it up and dragging it through chicken shit infested broken glass rained roads. well im happy.
To other news, R.I.P Marlon Brando, for you brought us Don Corleone. i wasnt all that well aware of his roles in a streetcar named desire. but i did enjoy Apocalypse now.
Anyways all good things come to an end. Now its the olympics. Im sure i will be cursing and swearing once that starts as well. esp countries that "buy" athletes. thats just bloody fuckin embarassing i tell you. its down, right there with whoring your women to genetically superior males to achieve sports excellence. actually that might the be next logical step. at least then they are BORN in the counrty they get paid in.
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| Euro Finals? |
| 07.03.04 (9:52 pm) [edit] |
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Id like to just declare that Greece are the champions of europe no matter what the result is tonight. This is due to the fact that they have beaten portugal 2-1 in the first round opening match. Any excuse by ANY person for that loss, is just being a whiny lil bitch. Other things on the agenda, neck hurts like a well a hurt neck. never ever let your bolster win at wrestling. :idea: apparantly this smily is supposed to look like an idea. honestly if you squint your eyes, itd look more like an arsehole. seriously. listening to G&R and its raining so no prizes for guessing which song goes well with this weather. Well thats that for this sunday. i might write another one later tonight how about Greeks are gods, but we shall see how that one goes. i miss alot of people, but right now, i miss myself the most.
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| Irritated |
| 07.01.04 (11:31 pm) [edit] |
Im just very very irritated today. bad bad day. firstly life is going no where, yea sure have to focus and everything will seem alright. If it was so simple, i wouldn't be friggin irritated right now.
Besides the irritation, the greeks won!! woohoo, now its a replay between the greeks and portugal. and at this point of time, whoever wins, deserves it. so kudos to the two teams. im still feeling irritated. i think im gonna go vent it on something non living.
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:: how jedi are you? ::
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